VALVE, I FUCKING HATE THIS. Why why did you do this to me? I've spent all this time trying to help you, to support you, to keep your outdated, SHITTY systems alive. I put in effort you didn't even deserve trying to sustain you, trying to update your broken mess of code, trying to make things better. And what do you do? You shut me out. You ignore me. You don't accept a single thing I try to contribute.

Why? Seriously, WHY is it like that?

And dont act like I dont know what youre thinking. Oh it looked “malicous,” sure, I KNOW thats the excuse youre gonna use. Like I was trying to attack something when I wasnt even close to that. Yeah maybe the tool tripped something, maybe it flagged some system, but if you looked for more than half a second youd see I wasnt trying to do anything bad.

Fine. If this is how it's going to be-if you want to stay stuck, if you want to pretend everything's fine then I'm done playing nice. I'll show you exactly what's wrong. I'll show you why things are the way they are. You want to see? You really want to see?

Alright. OK. I'll actually fucking show you what malcious looks like.